Writing this is the last thing I want to do right now. Today started off well enough, but my mood has taken a turn, and even the simplest tasks seem gargantuan. There are several things that I should be getting done right now, but for some reason, or maybe for no reason, I can’t. I’m hesitant to use the “D“ word, because there are so many people that have it so much worse. I always just chalked it up as a direct reaction to negative things that happened to me. But sitting here and reflecting on the increasing severity and frequency of these moods is forcing me to admit that I do suffer from depression. I guess today’s that day.Read more
I’ve talked before about planning your animation. Jumping into a shot without a clear idea is generally an ill-advised move, because you can’t be assured how it will turn out in the end, and you’ll likely have a much harder time getting there. That said, we all know that working straight-ahead has its advantages, because the results tend to be more spontaneous and fluid. And it can be really fun to just plow through and see what happens! Often it’s a combination of careful planning and seat-of-your-pants experimentation that produces the best result.
What a great metaphor for life. Read more
Most artists know about a thing called “imposter syndrome.” It’s a little voice in your head that suggests in no uncertain terms that you’re a failure, and it’s only a matter of time before everyone else knows it (and is possibly embodied by @A_Graph_Editor on Twitter). The more pressure you’re under, whether it’s to find a job or to perform well in one, the louder that voice gets. Like a spiritual possession, sometimes that voice comes out of our own mouths as feigned humility, thinly concealing deeper self-loathing. I think humility is a positive trait, but it’s very easy to cross the line into a destructive attitude towards yourself and your work. Read more